For the past few months I’ve been listening to this song “Ready and Willing” by New Found Glory. In the song they talk about being the underdogs and being ready and willing to get out there, chase their dream, and lose it all, in hopes of achieving their dream.
I can relate to the song, and I bet you can too. Truth be told, this song’s really helped hold me together. Anytime I feel like I’m going to fail on The Bro’d Trip, when fear takes hold and starts telling me this whole road trip is just a waste of my time, I hit play and let the words give me hope. Truth be told though, I’m not ready for The Bro’d Trip, but I’m willing.
Packing up my childhood memories from my childhood room, never to come back to the house I grew up in because my parents are moving was one of the hardest things I’ve had to do. I know it may sound petty, but I felt it was worth crying over, and I did. I wasn’t ready to say “see-ya-later” to my family and friends, but I did. It sucked and it still sucks. I’ve been on the road for four days (Adam and I missed our departure date by a day) and it still doesn’t feel real. Every day I think about turning our big Sprinter Van around and heading right back down to Florida, where I’m comfortable.
This is the biggest journey of my life, so far. I don’t know how I could fully ready myself for this. I’ve been told I’ve done everything right to be ready for this: paid cash for a van, saved up an emergency fund, got a couple of awesome sponsors, started building a small following, etc., but I still don’t feel like I’m ready for what lies ahead.
That’s the joy of a big journey. We can do everything in our power to get ready and be prepared, but we’re never fully ready. All we can do is be willing to take that big step and move forward, even though fear’s telling us to wait a while longer, until we’re ready.